Please allow me to repeat myself...

I will not censor my blog again.

ever.

I will however cease mentioning those who have requested exclusion by name.


But

i will not censor this blog.

So if i already posted it, find some way to sue me.

I've never been to court and it would be great publicity.



I apologize for problems caused by my mentioning names. So far... only two people have been victimized, and they belong to the same family. In fact, the animosity has been entirely third-party...


If i bitch you out and you want me to censor, then maybe you've got a point (slander charges suck) but if i did not intentionally attack you, the problems that stem as a result are entirely without my intent. I am sorry problems exist, but that is outside of my control. I do not consider the ramifications of every word i type in here. This is not the new york times. I have no subscribers. I have no board of directors. I have one disillusioned mind and a keyboard attached to an insanely fast cable connection.


I can create reasons to insert foot into mouth at near the speed of light.


But you'll never see me eat my shoe.



So, once again i walk away from this here board offending some and placing others into laughter induced comas. Some indifference is also present... but... why read it if it doesn't do something for ya eh?

Would you shoot up heroin if all you got was a little hole, and excuse to put on a bandaid, and about 4cc of extra juice in your system?


see i'm like heroin in my extreme moments.


some people are morbidly disgusted by my existance

some are addicts



...



But most of the time i am a pack of gum.


Very rarely am i around when you need me, i'm sometimes satisfying and sometimes disappointingly bland, you hate it when someone chews me too loud, and the package never costs as much as the price actually printed on the label.




or something.




Ah, also, for those who care (small list i know)

Sara and i are doing quite well, for as far as we can see so far. Which is not very far. Forgive my optimism. Shoot me down. I don't fucking care.

I'm happy.


So sue me.









*sigh* i almost feel bad about the shit i'll catch for this post. And yes, ye who are the initial subject of this post, i know you are going to read this and be upset. Sorry... but i can't feel right with myself any other way. And to the one who will hear about this second hand, i changed my mind. I probably already told you this. But... erm... ah fuck it.


goodnight.


For the record, i think i spelled optimism and existance wrong, but i'm too lazy to check. Also for the record... i probably spelled plenty of stuff wrong, bearing i mind how slashed with red ink my english reports were...