Fuck.

I'm bored.

Cold boredom.

I walked home from work in the rain. The rain.

The cold rain.

My cat sleeps on some blankets downstairs. It eats, craps, and then sleeps on my god damned blankets.

Sometimes, it scratches me. But mostly it just sleeps.

I am so fucking bored, its insane. I need something interesting to do. If i could, i'd be at some job right now, making assloads of money. Third shift. That'd be nice...

So, i have to go out and do that. Job. Nice. Right...

Christmas is on the way. Fucking christmas. Jesus... i haven't much money for that.

I want alot of shit no one can buy me. It sucks. An xbox 360... a laptop... etc etc. Too expensive. Maybe i should make good freinds with rich people.

The xbox 360 launched tonight. WOot. i won't play one for months, if i had to guess.

I want my own, damnit. For $400, i had better start saving, eh?


i need something to do. Why am i the only one who stays up this late? I work thirty hours a week, maybe thirty five, and still find time for a sexy girlfriend, videogames, and posting in this god forsaken blog.

Where is everyone else who used to stay up till all hours?

Once i have my vehicle running, this staying at home all night shit is going to end.

Period.

(who does that sound more assholish than assertive?)

Son of a bitch. fuck. fuck fuck fuck. i am freaking insanely bored...