I love seeing new photos of Rachel :)


Probably because she is extremely not bad looking :)




In fact... i think she's kind of cute.

and beautiful, and breathtaking, and...

bored. very bored, bored and uninspired. bore and uninspired and sick of stupid people. Sick of stupid... monotony. or however the fuck you spell it. i don't care. blech.

Gimme something to do. But not just anything. I've already done that. Its not very interesting.


give me some place to go, maybe

or

maybe something to do that i haven't already done before. Something interesting.

Get me out of here, for christs sake. Damnit. Boredom leads to more boredom leads to me sleeping.

Trust me, i sleep often enough.

I need a new computer. No one around here even has a computer i can lift for a while and work on. For me to do what i want, i need enough computer to match my ideas and not slow me down.

I need a computer than doesn't exist.

Then again

i need ideas first.

I is capitolized at the begining of a sentence. but not in the middle.


The world needs to... end. poof. buh bye.

or maybe i need to.

poof

although i might not even elicit so whimiscal a report, eh?

maybe a slow fade, sort of like a TV screen when you shut it off. Blink. fuzz. humm. nothing.


I'd like that.

HOW TO PLAY DDR ON YOUR COMPUTER
And ya don't even need a pad

Ok folks, heard enough crap from me about DDR? Know nothing about the game? Know alot? Want to play, but don't want to dance? Can't afford it? Whatever, i don't care.

I have found, albeit a bit slowly, a free DDR simulation for the PC. Its brilliant, an almost EXACT copy of the arcade version, full of sweet features and blah blah blah. Needless to say, it kicks ass.

but

the catch is

You have to download songs for it, it doesn't come with any.

Not a problem!

Anyways, first step is get the program. You can download the latest version of Stepmania (AKA Dance Dance Revolution) from www.stepmania.com

Then

You can download songs to dance (or hit with your fingers on the keyboard) from:
www.ddrsimfiles.com
www.ddruk.com

DDR uk is the best site, but i have yet to figure out the damn bittorrent system. If you can, you have access to tons of DDR song files. Thousands of them.

DDR Sim Files has around 100 files, none official however, all user created. They're not bad at all, but they're not offcial.

enjoy!

wow, my dadily deviation CRUSHED the other two deviations selected on the same date.


10. Goblin Trill by ~camilkuo March 21, 2004, 5:13 AM 148C, 144F, 3176V, 2912D
11. repair cream by ~piksBG March 22, 2004, 4:43 AM 58C, 40F, 1270V, 1064D
12. Counter Intuitive by ~s1dc March 21, 2004, 1:43 PM 158C, 301F, 2028V, 1574D
13. three insomniacs by ~clav March 17, 2004, 7:28 AM 58C, 23F, 431V, 351D

And the stats are still rising, two days after the fact. These stats as of this date.

Actually, i beat the last 21 DDs (not today's three, i dunno where they're going yet)

4. From Paradise by *steve-o-mac March 22, 2004, 9:25 PM 133C, 172F, 2090V, 2676D
5. Original-SIN by ~pomahbl4 June 16, 2003, 10:59 PM 130C, 164F, 2813V, 2986D
6. aiMOOtated by ~chriskate March 20, 2004, 1:05 PM 32C, 16F, 714V, 927D
7. Swimmer by *psymann November 6, 2003, 6:46 PM 71C, 47F, 1049V, 1405D
8. Responsibility 3 by ~subjr March 22, 2004, 8:11 AM 30C, 19F, 548V, 567D
9. 77 white arrow by ~jani77 March 18, 2004, 3:41 AM 55C, 26F, 1717V, 2929D
10. Goblin Trill by ~camilkuo March 21, 2004, 5:13 AM 148C, 144F, 3176V, 2912D
11. repair cream by ~piksBG March 22, 2004, 4:43 AM 58C, 40F, 1270V, 1064D
12. Counter Intuitive by ~s1dc March 21, 2004, 1:43 PM 158C, 301F, 2028V, 1574D
13. three insomniacs by ~clav March 17, 2004, 7:28 AM 58C, 23F, 431V, 351D
14. a letter to myself. by ~redletterday March 8, 2004, 8:32 PM 26C, 13F, 760V, 503D
15. Solitaire unraveling by *skr33ch March 20, 2004, 2:55 PM 117C, 112F, 1521V, 1785D
16. Master of Progress by *syntheticdreamer January 14, 2004, 5:01 PM 135C, 76F, 2027V, 2301D
17. Low Hanging Light by *da5id2112 March 21, 2004, 7:26 AM 110C, 63F, 1204V, 1594D
18. l11l.the.green.shirt by ~myview March 21, 2004, 7:57 AM 94C, 70F, 1635V, 1190D
19. Outback Afternoon :: Panel 2 by *zachlost March 19, 2004, 3:24 PM 44C, 17F, 968V, 757D
20. Cheap Smokes by `dangeruss March 20, 2004, 1:19 AM 237C, 154F, 2908V, 3553D
21. Organica by ~Surfo March 19, 2004, 6:22 AM 60C, 25F, 992V, 1890D
22. Osmi home by *gas13 March 20, 2004, 3:45 PM 158C, 71F, 1364V, 1360D
23. Try This On Over Your Clothes by ~justb December 11, 2003, 3:45 PM 185C, 45F, 1478V, 465D
24. phenomena of visitation by ~krush March 18, 2004, 12:53 PM 61C, 23F, 698V, 660D


I'll explain later what a Daily Deviation is and why its so freakin sweet.

bored.

*sigh*


DDR is killing me.


I'm stuck on A's and B's on Healing Vision, and today i got an A, a freaking A, on KIND LADY. FOR GODS SAKE, FOR 4th TRACK SONG, AND I GOT AN A!

Its been one of those weeks.

update, new link

I said it before, let me say it again:

This blog is my outlet. I blow up in here where i can't in real life. why do i do it in here? because in real life i'd get smacked or punched or indicted.

so

I rant and rave and flip out in here.

Its all massive, obese, bloated, exaggerated examples of me being angry or annoyed or whatever.

so

don't take it so seriously!

Or don't read it, one or the other.

If i don't mention anyone's name, then inquire, don't assume.
If i do something completely random, albeit violent, its because i enjoy being violent. I don't want to kill you.

yet.

What most people lie in bed thinking about, or harbor for thirty seconds after they get really pissed off, i wrap in tin foil and save until i can unwrap it and stuff it in here.

You all think it, you get mad, you get unreasonable, you eventually sort it out and cooler heads prevail.

And i... post it in here. Because for some reason, i feel better afterwards. Then i get crap for it, and since i love controversy, i win twice :)


So please take heed, this blog is not for anyone, its for me, because when i yell at it, it doesn't yell back. well, if you don't count angry commenters.


As a great man once said:

"Shit, if you believe that... then... I'ma kill you too."
Eminem, Slim-Shady, Marshal M., The Rapper with the Most Names.

And another one said:

"You know who your friends are when everyone else is dead."
Serious Sam

And yet another one said:

"Only you can prevent forest fires"
Smokey the Bear, who coincidentally is also the head of the National Association for Legal Recreational Drugs

And then i said:

"Why the hell... won't this damn computer... do what i tell it... piece of... god... stupid... grr..."
I

Holy crap, dude. My brother just got a 5 pound bar of hershey's chococate. I had to break it over my knee to get a chunk for myself.

Break it over my knee.


There is a god.

Ok, time for another post about nothingness.


Number 1: It still drives me nuts, the reactions i get inside this little chuck on webspace.

eh

What am i saying?! I love controversy!


Number 2: RAD is the coolest set of initials ever.

Number 3: I am wickedly uninspired and angry as of late

Letter L: Is not the any key

Twelve plus Seven: Test driving (or sitting in a car whilst test driven) is a great pasttime.

Green: Don't go there, man, trust me. eesh.

And for kicks, i'll quote a good joke i heard on comedy central last night:

"I hate seeing all these people walking around with water bottles like they'll live forever. 'Lookitme! I have my water and i'll live forever!'... someone needs to tell these people we're not plants. We are very complex beings! We can drink coffee and alcohol and even gasoline if we wanted to! If it wasn't so damn expensive."

EVERYTHING I TYPE ON HERE IS ABOUT YOU! WHOEVER YOU ARE, READING THIS NOW, ANYONE AT ALL, THIS IS AUTOMATICALLY ABOUT YOU! YIPPEE! TAKE IMMEDIATE OFFENSE!

CHEESECAKE! READ INTO THAT!

Read in to a random pointless post! EVEN MORE ENLIGHTENING!

Woo!

Contradiction!


hey, fuckall!

To make up for our discrepancies and shortcomings we reflect the elements of an entity which are not without these same defects. We mirror that which we envy and enjoy, we take notice and emulate, however subtly, the things and effects around us which would seemingly better our world and interests.

My world, my personality, and my style are all results of years of gathering ideas and elements i find interesting. In this, i have created my own uniqe style and personality, which is built from the elements of other smaller pieces. Only recently have i put these "atoms" of who i am together.

In liegh of this, i must note that i find myself often reflecting in others. Or rather, others reflecting my own ideals and traits as they see fit.

I do not mind reflection and adaption based on my indirect suggestion, by my simply existing. A mind accepting my point of view and taking into thier own personal lexicon of ideas.

I do mind prolific mirroring of my style, ideas, and creations. Reflection of the same ideas within the same mediums and within the same relative timelime on a consitent (repetetive) basis is wickedly annoying.

I am growing quite weary of this. And quite sad.

I now royally hate that stupid song by Jet (stupid band name, blech), will you be my girl. Basicly it says

"Hey, i'm an illiterate moron, but you're hot and i want you to leave that dude you're with and come with me cause i'm so totally... illiterate. Even though you already rejected me. Come anyways. You don't need money with a face like that, and i don't have any, so we'll be fine."

Read the lyrics.
Thats what they say.

I feel compelled to kill people.

More rant:

I just checked out my old works against the Flesch-Kincaid grade system. Aparently, you should try and keep yor level around 6 or 7, which means just about anyone could read it and understand it.

My average flesch-kincaid level is 13.5 :)

Listening to: New cd, same nameless music.
working on: Same, damnit
Rant: Word wanted me to change "Pizza Guy" to "Pizza person"

Listening to: Uh... this CD is full of stuff i don't remember the names to. Something about sleep?
Working on: Same.
Crap: Here's what i got so far. woo.

The Eyes of Control
The effects of the media on today’s political environment
Joseph Schell
DRAFT ONE


The world today revolves around the eyes that peer into the living rooms of our homes. It observes through the eyes of our friends, our neighbors, through the eyes of many men and machines alike. It revolves around the mediums that tell us what is, what is not, and what should be. This world we live in is controlled by a supreme organization of people, the massive contingency of minds we have come to accept as the acolytes general truth.
This entity is the modern media.
Television, radio, the internet, billboards, magazines, newspapers, albums, bumper stickers, the media has a grip on everything we touch. In a world without the media, we would have a rather bland existence ahead of us each day. No music, no movies or television, no computers with LCD and CRT displays, no t-shirts with colorful slogans across the back, a complete lack of all things entertaining.

So, obviously, the place we call home is filled with the constant screaming of media. It effects everyone, and we see the effects all the time. You buy something on kiosk A instead of kiosk B because A looks much more appealing. You see one movie instead of its alternative after a particularly interesting trailer sparks your interest. It touches every person exposed to it.
Everyone.
Even the pizza guy.
Even the reporter on TV.
And the… president?
Absolutely. In fact, the guy who runs the entire nation is controlled by that same nation. Scary, eh.

In the following pages, you will learn about the media’s effect on the public opinion of the presidency, elections, its effect on the white house staff, and on the president himself. We will look into the events surrounding Watergate, the Clinton Administration, and the current Bush Administration.
Like the media in point, the facts are sobering, and the truth can sometimes seem more unlikely than the fiction surrounding it.

Listening to: Some new track, dunno what, track 8 or 9 or something.
Working on: Same
comment:

augh! I've been surrounded! no longer alone at my terminal. They're probably reading me type this, heh.

Well, i'm at school right now. For kicks, i'm going to keep track of what goes on till i leave (or at least until they see me in my blog)

SO here we go:

Listening to: Angel Falls, Trance
Working on: Report for AG
Something else: Word just told me "Word is saving The Eyes of Control", heh. Funny.

I have returned.

*looks down a post*

awww, look at kyle's poor attempts to make up for me, heh.



Ok folks, first random thought for this new set of posts, to begin, today.

Einstien and Bohr are in a forest, when suddenly they come upon a bear.

Without hesitation, Niel begins to lace up some running shoes.

Einstien, surprised, says "Niel, you can't outrun a bear"

Niel Bohr looks up and smiles, "No, dear master, i only have to outrun you."


Ok, so i got that from a particle (quantum) physics book, but i thought it was funny and worth posting :)

(Keep in mind that Bohr was pro-quantum and einstien was very anti-quantum. Very, very, VERY anti-quantum everything.)

Since Joe is apparantly incapable of posting regularly on his own, I will do it for him.

*POST*

I'll be around.