Ok folks, time for me to be pissed off at the world again. I hate all sorts of things, but i hate people who can't accept my personal choices. I hate it when you disagree with things and then fight and fight and fight to change me. STOP TRYING! for god's sake already leave me be!

I am dropping out of school. out of high school. out of 11th grade with one year to go. I have a plan, i am not a complete moron, and i know what i want. Am i naive? maybe, but let me make my own mistakes thankyou. Life is tough. Too bad. I want to go deal with it now, not later.

THats that bit. Want details on my "plan"? Comment this here post and maybe i'll delve into it.


Ok, next.

I don't care. at all. about anything. exceot the things i want to care about. things that are worth caring about. things that help me or help those i wish to care for. I am not perfect, i am wrong alot of the time, and i am irrational. i am selfish and i am egotistical, i am a loser and i am eccentric. and i don't care. i don't care about looking like you, about talking like you, about acting like you, liking your music, your movies, your games, your lifesytle, anything about you. I am me. I wear black, i listen to electronic music and chillout-acid-jazz-loungepop, i use big words when i talk, and i don;t care if you don't understand me. I think about things i can't control and i write little documents on the nature of humans and the universe as i see it. I am not always right, but i don't care. Give me an alternative sherlock, lemme see you solve the mysteries of life with your emo music and your punk rockette lifestyle. Let me see you in your clone world with your clone people giving a fuck what everyone thinks. I am crude and i am sophiticated, i am whatever i feel like being. Are you reading this friends? people who know me? am i at all right about who i am? Do i scarce you sometimes? do i make you laugh? cry? do you want to spend time with me? am i on your list of thoughts during the day? who am i to you? Some of you know me. Some of you love me and some hate me. I am sick of the world and all this crap and all this depression and i won't fucking deal with it anymore. I am me and thats it, period. I will not shoot myself for vanity. For vanity.

I am an artist.
I am a liar.
I am a friend.
I am a gamer.
I am a musician.
I am a writer.
I am not alone.
I will not spite you for jest.
I will not kill you for sport.
I will not be an enemy to anyone.
I will be a power against without malice.
I may not be worth your time.
I enjoy your time.
I do not expect anything from you.
I am...




i don't even know.