dance dance.


I'll be bringing it to the superbowl party, seeing in as how there'll be alot of people there to infect.

Hopefully, i'll have two pads. mwahahahah!

ohhhhh kay, here we go, some more soul bearing and a chance at pissing people off. I dunno where they come from. they just come.


"If you say it, someone will violently disagree." - Me, two seconds ago


Ok, so here is the deal:

I am leaving Warwick High so i can go to this other school, Lancaster Academy. Its located at Park City (AKA, the mall, so the school is dubbed "Mall School" by the ignorant super-pro-acedamia folks) and follows the same curricullums as the rest of the state's schools. Whats the difference? I only have to go for three hours a day because i teach MYSELF instead of having SOMEONE ELSE do it for me. Wow. What does this remind us of?


Homeschool.


Yes folks, homeschool without the home. Some people hate the idea of me going off to do this, seeing it as an act of flushing my life down the proverbial toilet.

I disagree

I was just going to drop out.


What are the perks? lemme tell you!

1. I go to school around 12:15/30, and leave around 3:15/30 or later depending on how motivated i am (hah, hah.).
2. There is a Dance Dance Revolution machine about 10 yards away in the arcade
3. Its just off the foodcourt of the mall. We're talking any food i want for lunch, anything.
4. No teachers, no homework. boooooyah.
5. Computers. Enough said.
6. Did i mention Dance Dance?


also, if i finish work early, i move on faster, and finish sooner. hello summer in april! mwahahahah!




thats all for today. Oh, well, i forgot the part where Robin Brown told me that today we hate jewish people and then on monday we hate Jesus, and every day after that we just "hate" in general. I dunno if i "Hate" anything but the severe lack of hagendas and sobe in my fridge, so i'll pass on the jew-god hate thing. I'll just hate... everything else. Except for Rachel! and Susan! And ky-

erm

and my kitty cat.



QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"Ballpoint is another way to tell someone thier fly is down." - Me, yesterday, sixth period, Mrs. Williams art room

Deviantart is dying or something. everything there is slow, not working, or slow and not working. Its retarded. How can a bunch of people proclaiming themselves to be professional accept this kind of systemwide malfunction? People try to defend them, supporting thier cause and pointing out how difficult it is to run such a massive community. Well guess what folks, if they just STOPPED LETTING PEOPLE JOIN FOR A WHILE and WORKED ON THE DAMN SERVERS it WOULDN'T BE THIS BAD!

Just shut everything down for gods sake! "Deviantart is undergoing a massive overhaul, please check back on march 3rd" or something like that. Then we could also get rid of all the idiot "artists" who submit stupid stuff with no artistic value and won't show up after the DA comeback. They'll get impatient and leave.

DA is doing something wrong, otherwise we wouldn't have all these stupid problems. its not my fault, its not my modem, my modem is 3mb line! DA needs help. its driving me nuts.

Its about time the lived up to thier word as professionals.

hey world! stop taking me so seriously, will you?

For god's sake, if i'm mad at you, I'LL FUCKING TELL YOU! I WON'T POST IT IN A VAUGE BLOG MESSAGE! I'LL MENTION YOUR NAME AND I'LL SMEAR IT ALL OVER THE PLACE! (refer to old blog posts concerning Ash)

I don't pussyfoot around in here, folks. If i'm vauge, i'm KIDDING FOR GOD'S SAKE!



However, i do find it kind of funny how many people came and talked to me about that last random post, thinking for sure it was them ^_^

I hate everyone aparently! woo!




*sigh*



I need a doughnut.

Find out what dance music suits you best!
S1DC's Dance Music-o-Meter

...Rachel

PEOPLE I AM WATCHING:

~-dragon-
~0munkey0
*300zxtc
~404error
*aap
~ad0mestic
~adjhurtme
~adriyyah
~agressive
~alucantlevebhind
~aluminiumdonut
~ancanar
~andaria
~annaban
*aquilier
~aquilier-stock
~archea
*arefx
~arozena-stock
*ashwynmayr
~atamakatjazz
~aznanon
*b00red
~badnekogirlxp
~Baldasarre
~bcheung
~BeautifulDreams
~black-heaven
~bleedingvagina
~bluelance
~bogan-from-logan
~bohemianchild
~breamermx
*brightsoul
~brunnolou
~Bry4n-
~bryceboi
~bullfeathers
~captain-whosit
~catlover
~causes-stain
~cell-chan
~censored-one
~child-of-khorne
~chouzan
*cleavage
~CloserToOblivion
~code7477
~cokefiendjew
~ConeMonster
~contra
~coshdaddy
~craze16
*crystallina
~crystals
~cstructural
~cure80
~cynicalandblue
*d1st0rt3d
~damia
*darko-ninja
*darkotaku
*deaddays
~deadspirit6
~DespairingEyes
~DHASN
~dimproductions
~Discanthus
~dopeshow
~drackar
~echira
~echira-stock
~echomrg
*EclipsedMeh
~eclypsae
~elquin96
~enabled
*Ennev
~Enslavedbymetal
~epc
~epizentrum
~eqadromos-dxp
~ErzebethBathory
~esitutkinta
*eStunt
~ewigekraft23
~eXthemaX
~ezykun
~fastballsista
~Ferret1638
~fimsy
*flameturret
~frailty
*frescostar
~frostvind
*fuego316
~func8tion
~funkychickon
~gearlock
~gerdez
~GeVaUdAN
~gimpy812
~Gone-Batty
~green-tea
~GreySkie
^halfliquid
~hearoh
~hfilipe
~holdon2thelight
*hoshiboshi
~hoshijin
*huricandikane
~i-am
~icdragon
~Ikun
~inav8
~inkantesimo
*insektokutor
~insumphnia
~ivory
~japa-88
~JaquesChavez
~jason19
~johnny310
!justaboy
*Justaminute
~justmelee
~juu
~kapucki
~kbeachboy
*kellymac23
~Kev0
*kevissimo
~kezuru
~killerclint
~Klinge-D
~KoKo-s-Revenge
~krayzeebrunette05
~kuhta
~kujanshira13
~kyrn
~Lacrimoso
~LadyVolume
~lessis
~leucothea
!liberate-tutemet
*liinu
~lonelyworld
~LordRevolution
~Love-and-mascara
~lovelyspooky
*luiscds
~lukaszek
~luni
~madgalery
~madman1
~Malte-sama
~malwartray
~manic
~massacre-man
~mattson93
~Mi-sa
~midway
~mike-gray
*mine
~minji
~moongate
~mothlight
*mournfulcrow
~mr-torei
*mrcrypt
~mrjelly
~mugwumperx
~mustpax
~muzz-dogg
~myny
*nancy0
~nau
~ndh
~nidz
*nievah
*nightmare-flavoured-
*ninjabrick
~nishma
*nyssi
*oedalis
~only1v1c1ouz
~orionXRT
*OtherNews
~pacipaci
~paganist
*papertigress
*ParanoidPyro
~passenger-nq
~peanutie
~pennsylvania
~petite-and-sweet
~phanxine
~Philadelphia
*philipz
~Phinist
~photocrawler
~pinkuu
~pixelphoenix
~pixeltastic
~Polareyez
~polyboom
~pontiac
~Pore
~Prestidigitateur
~prettyxcore
~prozacsaves
~psychocosmo
~psystar
*pupbear
%qrunchmonkey
~quiksilvercmg
~radiances
+randomcasualty
~readmyspine
~redlily
~rinigrl
~roxby
~rufus69
~Ruttolapsi
~rykan4marius
~s1dc
~safetypinpunk77
~satanmetalroar
~schmetterling
~sciniq
~scorpioangel
~scrthIng
~seancoogan
~seek-stock
~SeRHeLL
~sfmaster11
~shadowpantheress
~shatterday
~shatteredglass
~ShearerM4
~shmeedia
~shoshanalily
*showna
~SilkEffect
~silver-tek
~silverauraangel
~skr33ch
~skythlee
~snakeart
~Snpdog236
~SombreRose
~spierrard
~SpookyDoll
~staceyc
~stingeru
~SubwayQueen
~suprakarma
~surrealizing
~survivor
~t-u-x-e-d-o
~taint3d0ne
~Tanqexe
~tarnishedhaloe
~tatossian
~tears-of-sorrow
*tequilla56
~Testhament
~TheFrust
~theresasimone
~thomchaos
~thtab
~ToadslyQuinne
~tongue-tied
~toniquedepirate
~Total-Jewel
*trigness
~Turelio
~tuutti
~twistedkitty
~verabluez
~virgin-stock
~vonny-t-h-m
~vouloir
*vozz
~vulpul
~Weirdal27
~WesleyImagin
~WuJing
~xecho
~xenilk
~xhurrikanex
~xjay
~yamknee3
~YDT
~ZanarkandAbe
~zaxtor
~cats4dinner
~ceramicskull
~theaddicted
~h-zence
~nickabusey
~nuformz
~rogue15
~tdx
%achfoo
~acid-eclipse
~aloraton
~annielicious
~arleetec
*b33lz3bub
~c4rri3
*enayla
~imhisbeloved97
~jaxspider
*ksb-artist
~niceboyjs
*reddust
*ritzcrackaa
*senorrandom
~spre3k
~timbo
!usagi-sama
@desertpenguin

whoa, those last two posts don't coincide at all. hahah

Go away, bastard. go! GO! I DON'T NEED YOUR SHIT!


you know who you are!



and if your not that person and you think you are, erm, sorry. heh.

Everyone should have a susan (:

I have recently been hired to do some work for a company called Sea Vision, who build technology for GPS tracking on sea vessels.

The work itself is a faceplate design, to create a "sexier" version of the industrial version of a certain GPS component.

If this works out, it could mean two things:

1. $$$
2. Design Job

Details as they come.

My Gallery is a Mess

This here gallery of mine is full of stuff, not always the most brilliant, i sort of upload things on whims (take this one for example). So, here is a compliation of the works i enjoy the most and are good examples of what sort of things i do when i become accidentally inspired.


Photo Manipulation -- My favorite style
No Tear Left to Cry - Far and away my favorite work ever, and my most +faved.
Cities of Pain - Represents the death in our youth.
Scars and Stripes - America the Big Gun.
Addicted - One of my favorites, the power of addiction.
Guilty - Another work on addiction
Watching You - Interesting work. Simple Manip.
No More Tear to Cry - Alt - Second version of the second version of NMTTC.
Guarded my Soul - A work using a photo of one of my friends from school, Lindsey Brunk (who can be seen in the upcoming film "The Village" by Mnight S as an extra).
Distraught Elegance - One of the very VERY first of my PM works.


Abstract
Stone Blue Snake Orb - My featured deviation for a long time, one of my favorite pure photoshops.
Birth of Saber - Photoshop, one of my original works.
Essence de DC - Photoshop, also an earlier work.
Scry Blue 2 - Sanity in Lines - A smooth blue desktop, very angular.
Aiyzic Eye V2 - A very odd explosive work.


3D Abstract
Ploik - I LOVE this one. Water falling, some say.
Immortal Broken - Very harsh 3D work, almost avian.
Opticated - More recent work. I like this one the best of the four.
Planetside Earth - An earth shot, decent i think.
Titan Epoch - Another shot of the same earth.
IGU 255 Inspiration Antithesis - This thing drove me nuts, but in the end i liked it.
Insanica - Blue, trendwhore, but it looks ok.
Electric Mushrooms - Heh, just what it says.
Adamant S1DC Remix Remix of a work by Nuformz.
Genesis Competition 3 - Another planet, but not earth.
Ravage 2 One of my more original 3D works.
Soul Hewn - Textless - The more popular Soul Hewn.
Hands Cyan - One of my original 3D works

*commercial for hot sauce plays on TV*

Joe: I love hot food
Kyle: yeah?
Joe: Favorite.
Kyle: Thats smart.
Joe: Hows that?
Kyle: You are what you eat.

Bunch of nothing.



uh..

quick update...


working on getting to Woodward for the summer
working on short film with nick
finishing test reel with nick
working on beta design for Averneth Productions website www.averneth.com

thats about it.

Joe's right. These blogs are made for us. The people who write them. Back the fuck off.

el publisho de fixo de problemo

Ok folks, time for me to be pissed off at the world again. I hate all sorts of things, but i hate people who can't accept my personal choices. I hate it when you disagree with things and then fight and fight and fight to change me. STOP TRYING! for god's sake already leave me be!

I am dropping out of school. out of high school. out of 11th grade with one year to go. I have a plan, i am not a complete moron, and i know what i want. Am i naive? maybe, but let me make my own mistakes thankyou. Life is tough. Too bad. I want to go deal with it now, not later.

THats that bit. Want details on my "plan"? Comment this here post and maybe i'll delve into it.


Ok, next.

I don't care. at all. about anything. exceot the things i want to care about. things that are worth caring about. things that help me or help those i wish to care for. I am not perfect, i am wrong alot of the time, and i am irrational. i am selfish and i am egotistical, i am a loser and i am eccentric. and i don't care. i don't care about looking like you, about talking like you, about acting like you, liking your music, your movies, your games, your lifesytle, anything about you. I am me. I wear black, i listen to electronic music and chillout-acid-jazz-loungepop, i use big words when i talk, and i don;t care if you don't understand me. I think about things i can't control and i write little documents on the nature of humans and the universe as i see it. I am not always right, but i don't care. Give me an alternative sherlock, lemme see you solve the mysteries of life with your emo music and your punk rockette lifestyle. Let me see you in your clone world with your clone people giving a fuck what everyone thinks. I am crude and i am sophiticated, i am whatever i feel like being. Are you reading this friends? people who know me? am i at all right about who i am? Do i scarce you sometimes? do i make you laugh? cry? do you want to spend time with me? am i on your list of thoughts during the day? who am i to you? Some of you know me. Some of you love me and some hate me. I am sick of the world and all this crap and all this depression and i won't fucking deal with it anymore. I am me and thats it, period. I will not shoot myself for vanity. For vanity.

I am an artist.
I am a liar.
I am a friend.
I am a gamer.
I am a musician.
I am a writer.
I am not alone.
I will not spite you for jest.
I will not kill you for sport.
I will not be an enemy to anyone.
I will be a power against without malice.
I may not be worth your time.
I enjoy your time.
I do not expect anything from you.
I am...




i don't even know.

THIS BLOG
by Joe Schell


This blog will never win an award. This blog will never earn me any money. This blog will probably get me into trouble. This blog is full of crap and insight alike. This blog shows who i am and who i am not. This blog proforms its tasks from a limited perspective. My perspective. I am not overly intelligent. I make typos. I make mistakes. I post when angry and when esctatic. I don't regret any posts despite thier validity or accuracy. I don't need to care. This is my blog, not your blog. This is my space. I say what i wish when i wish to say it. I never asked you to read my blog. I never asked you to comment on it, though i enjoy the comments i receive. I will listen to you when i feel like it. I will listen depending on who you are. I do not often listen. You earn my listening time. I do not give out respect, it needn't be earned. You have it they instant i meet you. However, you can lose my respect. Your respect for me iswhat it will be, nothing more. I do not ask for anything. I am alone here in this blog, and i am visted on occasion. I enjoy the visits. I do not thrive on them. I have no pageview counter. I have no idea how many people read and do not comment, but i do not care. I have a small fan base, and for it i am thankful. Without this small world of mine i would die. I outline my thoughts and ideas in this small digital book. I am going to meet many ends to means, but not always pleasurable ends. I do not have an easy life. I do not presume to have it worse off than you do. But i am not always happy, and i am not always cordial. Read at your own risk. I know some people read this without my knowledge, people i am friends with and some enemies. Thank you for coming. I ask however that you speak your word. You needn't sign your name, but tell me i'm a moron or a genius. Agree and disagree. Point and counterpoint. I am nothing without people, and your responses are welcome. You know who you are.

Welcome to my blog.

off to school. gotta get a lock. i don't want some retard getting ideas about my trench.

NOTE: Rach, i called susan tonight and the call ran long. Can't call. Check your e-mail for details.

Oh, and for those who do not know:

I am quite taken as of 2004, and about 99% of 2003, by a certain Rachel Divitt.


SO BACK OFF!

Although gifts intended to sway my emotions are perfectly welcome (however futile).




except maybe a computer.

buy me a computer and i love you.



long enough to smuggle it off somewhere, find Rachel, and laugh at you.

erm

i mean


i'll love you.

*waves noise maker*

woo.


another year into which i can hurl myself and perpetually complain about.

and yes, i know, this post is 3.75 hours late. Sue me. i was playing Unreal Championship on my xbox.



first funny quote set of 2004:

Scot: "I'd go out but some cop might pull me over and something gay might happen"
Joe: "So what, the cop drags you out of the car and rapes you?"
Scot: "Augh, nasty"
Joe: (mocking) "Oh god, something gay is happinnen"
Scot: "Shutup!"

Later:

Steve: "Scot, get off the couch"
Joe: "Yeah Scot, something gay might happen"
Scot: "SHUTUP!"