woo! now i'm getting yelled at in my own freaking blog!


gotta love it!

and man that didn't take long either. i just reinstated the thing and i wake up the next morning to see ash blowing holes into it. erm, trying to blow holes in it.


You see, Ash easily is offended. So easily in fact, that she wrote out a whole paragraph about... well whatever it was about and eventually concluded that we hate each other.

or something.

anyway, this is perfectly fine with me. I did mention somewhere in my last series of junk that i hate life. Well, thats because it sucks, and i hate that music because it sucks, and the people because 90% of them suck. Ash doesn't really know how to deal with someone who's got a life which involves bigger complications than thier "social life" and thier school related, ahem, "bullshit".


I've had some pretty shitty times as of late there ash, and where the fuck were you? no where. Alot of people were no where. So i stuck with THE ONE PERSON AROUND HERE WHO GAVE A FUCK ABOUT IF I DIE OR NOT. And thats Kyle.


And when kyle wasn't there, i had Rachel constantly. Without her, i would have gone berserk. She doesn't live around here, but she helped me more than anyone from here ever could. I explained to her that i am a jerk and how much i suck and that she shouldn't waste her time, yet she still is there for me. Despite the swearing, heh.


and so is kyle.

But ash couldn't stand to get hurt even ONCE. not ONCE. and no i don't mean little tiny pokes of hurt here and there, like not going to the library. I have a life outside of my friendship (aforementioned freindship? eh...) with you, alright? most of which is too much for you to wrap your naive little head around.


So thats what i think in a nutshell, dear ash. Don't quote me though- i type real fast and i don't go back and check what i wrote. Namely because its my god damn blog and i can type what i want and change it later if i feel like it.

Wow, that took like ten minutes to spew out there... hmm... too much though went into that.

lets see. lemme make this EVEN SHORTER.

A. = Life Sucks
B. = Kyle
C. = Ash
D. = Rachel
E. = emo/punk/general bad music
F. = Family problems
G. = Personal problems


A is A because of F, G, and some E. a=f+g+e

so in order to balance my equation, i stuff something to help in there. Or rather, they stuff themselves: (b+d)a=f+g+e

Which therefore destroys two of the sucki-life elements like so: (b+d)a=e

So we get a new element called "non-suck" or N (they use this element in all of the music i listen to as well) b+d=n-e

But we still have emo/punk/general bad music in there, and i know exactly what to use to get rid of that: M+b+d=n-e

(M being MASSIVE ATTACK or maybe PORTISHEAD, or perhaps the royal guard or something)

And in the end we are left with M+b+d=n

yay!

but wait

a variable was never used.

C

And thats you ash. you just never showed up or knew what to do when you were here. So you were not on my list of people who i would save from the bridge. Although i might toss you a punk album to listen to while you hung there.



don't forget everyone that i have the flu and really really hate things even more than normal. So don't get too offended by my massive evil rants. Since after all, why should i be able to rant in my own freaking blog?


now off i go to kill people. and small animals.


probably more small animals because i can eat them with less consequence...


augh, man, just thinking about that emo punkette crap is making me sick. KYLE?! KYLE! WHERE ARE YOU?! I NEED SOME VERY LOUD MUSIC RIGHT NOW AND I DO NOT WANT ANYTHING RESEMBLING THIS STUFF!

KYLE HELP!






i think my ears are bleeding.