last night i randomly went to the speech-giving presentations of a few of my freinds. I managed some time (however short) with my Kyle's sister (kyle being my best friend, although we call each other brothers), who used to catch my attention quite often, and now tortures me from a distance or in groups of other females. Such is life. I did also however spend a decent amount of time with another lady friend of mine who seems to have been colliding with my Carra (kyle's sister) thoughts as of late. I am a complete moron, you see, and will probably just wander aimlessly in my conflicting thoughts until I eventualy earn a slap from one of them.
Later on in the eve, and after a few people asked, i decided to give an impromtu speech.

I love giving speeches.


However, this one died on me. I swear, i bounced all over the place a million times, and my two minutes was up before i ever even remotely made a point. I, of course, was competely wrapped up in entertaining my captive audience, and actualy saying anything of substance was out of the question.

Towards the end i managed to get some more serious blarg out of my rambling, but i still know i could have done better. S think i spent ten minutes in the back trying to come up with a clever way to make fun of kyle before i started my speech. It almost worked. ah, well...


This journal is probably going to be the worst thing that ever happened to me. Someone will find it, read it, and then come and shoot me. I know it. I should have just left it to the mindless geeks who surf these things, and not to those i know. oh well.

I'd die by them sooner or later, anyways.