erm.... yeah.. train of thought is dead.
hmmm...
DDR sucks. Never playing it again. Ever.
I hate it.
This dorm room is becoming familiar... i'm used to being here. Unfortunately, i have no idea for how much lomger i'll be able to continue coming here. You see, the occupant might not stay here as long as originally intended, and will end up an hour or so away. an hour.
I'ven't (double contraction! woo!) the means to travel that far... for the next month or so.
Lets hope this dorm sticks around for at least that long.
So life... my life... what life? Life at the mall and work? I go to work, i go to the mall, i go to the diner, i go home, i stay awake too long thinking too hard, and then wake up dead in the morning.
Sooner or later, i'm just going to give the fuck up.
Nah, no i won't.... i'll just perpetuate this... thing of mine. Life? yeah life...
Lonliness is a very broad state. You see, there is lonliness of the type when you have nobody near you... you are physically alone. Then there is lonliness brought on by a lack of emotion from others, good or bad, and due to this lack one feels lonly. Then there is lonliness... the kind where you have everything you could ever want in the freinds you have, and have nobody who is yours. I have freinds... i have some very good, very important friends. I have freinds i could not live without, and do not plan on trying to. However...
There's a place in the back of my heart that lies empty. Ok, ok, that sounded extremely cliche...
Augh, fuck it
i'm not alone
i have you, don't i? You're reading this now, right? Well, thankyou. Even if you hate me, thanks for caring enough to come here and read my rant.
I'm alone in one respect, but in another i am very much not alone...
The owner of this dorm room (within which i sit) is here while i complain about being alone...
i guess i'm not as alone as i thought.
But that does not fill that empty space.
It just makes it ache.
But i wouldn't trade that ache for anything.
...DOT DOT DOT
